Ships in 3-5 days.
Life isn't fair. You aren't going to succeed at anything because you want it the most, or have the biggest dreams, or any of that cliché Hollywood nonsense. The only way you're going to get what you want is to work for it.
Put in the hours. Put in the pain. Do the things that everyone else finds so unpalatable that they conclude that their dreams simply aren't worth it.
But the journey for those who stay is priceless. There is nothing better than meeting someone on the mat that is your equal, that pushes you past what you thought possible, and emerging victorious. There is no greater feeling. That's what wrestling is: it's deciding that you are willing to do anything to achieve victory. It is a total commitment, and after it, just about anything else seems easy by comparison.
But that feeling comes at a cost. The Mats don't give you what you want. They give you what you've earned.