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You're going to die one day. We spend a lot of time avoiding that fact. Don't. Accept it. Accept that you're going to die and, for the majority of us, what you did will most likely be forgotten. The best thing you can do is go full throttle. Work your ass off. Build something. Accumulate money and knowledge. Let your family benefit from it. Take risks, financial and physical ones. Have stories about what you've done and where you've been, not what you want and where you want to go. Your main fear in life should be the idea of laying on your death bed with regrets. You owe it to yourself. You owe it to your family. You owe it to mankind. Push now so you don't regret later. Attack life. It's going to kill you anyway.